On my Christmas wish list in my imagined life where I actually have time to read everything on my Christmas wish list (which stretches to just about everything in the Western canon before it begins to grapple with the publications of this decade) is Francis
Spufford's Unapologetic: Why despite Everything Christianity Still Makes Surprising Emotional Sense. I'm not usually one for Christian apologia - being forced to read
Mere Christianity (I take challenges from my Christian friends very seriously) aged 16 has left me with a bitter taste in my mouth, a taste brought back by the recent readings of the
Screwtape Letters on Radio 4. CS Lewis is very, very annoying, and I might put my finger on why in a future post.
This isn't apologia, though, at least not conventionally. No argument here for why Christianity is true. More, it's an exploration of why Christianity touches on human truths that are just sort of
there, and does so very effectively. It's something I've been thinking of with the departure of Mandela - it doesn't need adherence to the Bible to think of his ability to forgive an enemy as both morally superb and practically incisive. To me, Jesus wasn't God or possibly anything like what has come down to us in the Gospels, but whoever did write the words about forgiveness was expressing a radical and quite brilliant insight, one that deserves to have lasted the ages - to love one's enemies is a very good idea, because it breaks cycles of retribution. Assuming one's enemies don't manage to crush you, they gain no power from your riposte, which in conventional human conflict provides most of the momentum to keep fighting. If you can survive and stay in opposition to them, they have to give you slack. Not for nothing does this doctrine derive from an occupied part of the Roman Empire, historically very good at reaching compromises with the peoples it governed. I'm not in for bashing the New Atheists as is fashionable, but I wish they did allow for this rather excellent distinction of Christianity. If you treat it as a pretty good universal truth that Christianity happened to get to first, it's easier to bear.
Anyway, it's not forgiveness I'm thinking about with this book, but rather the phrase from the book which has been
doing the rounds, The Human Propensity to Fuck Things Up. This is Spufford's new paraphrase of Original Sin, an idea which I've always viewed with a great deal of suspicion. OS is a doctrine which treats (or can treat, all too easily, if your pastor isn't very good) humans as shameful, human lusts and appetites and ambitions as things to be hated and rejected, and one's position in the universe as something to
apologise for, forever attempting to expiate one's own lowliness with yet more grovelling before a far superior being. It is a self-loathing anti-humanism that at its best end makes teenagers feel ashamed of that handjob they got at Mike's party on Saturday and at its worst end leads to the death-worshipping jihadists for whom no murder is beyond the pale when human beings are of so little value anyway.
We're just not really up to much
I like humility, though. It's just that the Christian religion has so rarely done anything to balance that humility with self-belief. To me, the humanist motto is "I raise my head in humility" - that is to say, I am a tiny creature in a vast and unknowable universe, but while I am alive, I will be fiercely proud of who I am. It is a balance almost impossible to get right, but at least humanism sees (or should see) that balance as worth getting right. Self-belief is not something I hear Christians talk about much, because it will always require the intervention of a God somewhere along the line, which ultimately can never be true self-belief.
Now, the reason I like The Human Propensity to Fuck Things Up or HPtFTU is because it does not cast human
falleness as a matter of shame as
OS does. Rather than being still
culpable of the sin of Adam and Eve (which as Pullman pointed out at length in
His Dark Materials, was actually pretty wonderful - the pride to acquire knowledge, to explore, experiment and know), the fallen state of Man is recast as 7 billion klutzes
pratfalling on a truly epic scale, an endless cosmic Mr Bean episode where getting a turkey stuck on the head is replaced by everything from snapping at Mum as she tries to tell you how to properly chop an onion to occasional genocide. The reason this works so well for me is that it is not condemnatory - we fail because we are human. We're all just a bit useless really. We're just fucking monkeys in shoes, as Tim Minchin has it.
The reason this is so important to me is that it finally fills a gap I feel in my own ideological makeup. I'm a secular liberal. But liberalism and leftism generally has always had the problem of
utopianism built into it. The Whiggish view of history saw humans as on course for eventual perfectibility (few Whiggish historians post-date the Holocaust, unsurprisingly), Marxists see a wonderful communist method of exchange post revolution, and simple liberals seem to see us in the West as doing rather well now, an Enlightened bunch free from the silliness of racism and homophobia and all that nonsense.
Thing is, despite my liberalism, I've always felt an affinity for the Burkean tragic view of humanity. I see the whole edifice of
civilisation ready to collapse at any moment and mere anarchy just raring to be let out of its cage.
A shot from the inevitable gritty reboot of Mr Bean
This is probably why I read the Dish and other moderate conservative outlets - it is good to be reminded occasionally that humans don't really change much apart from in material circumstance. The Catholic view of Sin - that there is nothing new under the sun - appeals to me greatly. One of the rather endearing traits of the standard CiF poster is, despite their feigned cynicism, an actual surprise that leaders are corrupt and people do bad things. I've never
got very outraged about the abuses of power because I expect them to happen. I just think that every
gain should be celebrated as a surprise, since by definition liberals are fighting the most powerful interests in the world all the time.
Liberalism, I think, needs to rediscover its tragic sense of humanity. The gimlet-eyed impish moral certainty of Thomas Paine and Jeremy Bentham can't last for long in as multivalent a world as ours, and has degenerated into liberal smugness, which has turned a great many people off the progressive causes. I take for an example the man who says what he said can't possibly be racist, because he's a liberal. Racism is bad, and I'm enlightened. Or homophobia is bad, but I'm enlightened, so when I say something's "gay" obviously I mean it ironically. You get the idea.
The brilliance of an idea like HPtFTU is that it reminds us that we're all a bit crap, without diving into the God thing. The Avenue Q song "Everyone's a Little Bit Racist" gets to the heart of the matter: yeah, you're probably racist. So am I. We need to be vigilant about it, so we need to accept it first. The liberal tragic view of humanity is that we're all constantly fighting our own demons, and all of us are at any moment liable to drop everything and be shit human beings again. The humility that comes with this is essential to convincing opponents of our righteousness. It would also prevent a great deal of the
utopianism that leads to bad liberal governments that never see the obstacles coming *coughhealthcare
.govcough* and the inability to see their own self-righteousness that makes left-wing activism, however valid, usually quite annoying. Jesus' insight about the beam in the eye is another pretty good one. A liberalism driven by that religious thought is bound to end up a stronger liberalism. Ironically.